I PUT IT ALL ON BLACK...

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 03:43:44 GMT

<3

i can finally breathe and be happy.

that feels so weird, but so amazing.

Mon, 15 May 2006 23:18:03 GMT

im waiting to be normal again.

i have zero control over my emotions.
i was driving saturday and apparently going too slow for the guy behind me
so he sped around and pulled up next to me and started yelling...
if you know me, i would typically yell back....
but i started crying....

i hate being this way.
i just want to stop thinking about it and be normal.

Mon, 15 May 2006 10:57:28 GMT

things i learned while being awake at 5am:
-people are shitty crazy "im late for work" drivers
-theres no traffic still
-its a bad idea to try to sleep in an apartment where youre on west ave and people are just getting up. sorta loud. annoying.
-only childrens shows and the news are on....ie: rugrats...i almost watched but found fresh prince.
-im so tired i might not get up all day (minus the 12 o clock picking up of my keys)
-aside from one more project...i love summer break.

why am stilllllllllll upppppppppppp
fucking internet and digital cable.
insomia is a bitch.
im emotionally and physically exhausted.
helppppppppp

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 19:23:42 GMT

hahahahhaha.
pull my finger.
you would.

This song will become the anthem of your underground.

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 06:02:29 GMT

Hm...

-did the christmas tree lights today
-talked to robin about her hilarious roach twin sighting
-had homemade hamburgers
-watched some tv for a change

tmrw
-gettin "my hair did"
-listenin to dashboard and afi really loud pretending im at twisted 10
-goin to work <3 hehe
-not hanging out with my friends AGAIN.

F.A.B.O.L.O.U.S. (as in the rapper?)
hah ugh yea im done.

-shake it like a polaroid-

a la robin...

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 21:41:29 GMT

01: What is your first memory of me?
02: How long have we been friends?
03: Tell about one memory we share together?
04: Describe me in four adjectives?
05: If we could spend a day together what would we do?
06: Name one thing you really don't like about me?
07: Name one thing you really do like about me?
08: If you could give me a gift what would it be?
09: Have we ever gotten in a fight & about what?
10: Have we ever hugged?
11: Have we ever danced with each other?
12: Have you ever seen me cry?
13: Have I ever offended you?
14: What do I usually look like when you see me?
15: What do I say all the time\what?s my catch phrase?
16: Do you think we will be friends in 5 years?
17: Do you think I am bitchy?
18: Has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't?
19: What advice would you give me, in general?
20: Wanna make out?
21: Suggest a band / c.d. for me to listen to?
22: Is there a song that reminds you of me?

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 05:38:06 GMT

man i luv being new on websites...

as in not

haha :)

ps...loyola matters have been resolved. thank god.

Sun, 23 Nov 2003 06:44:22 GMT

Its 12:40 and i just realized i have work at 9 tomorrow morning. yay?

Debbie and i have developed a new type of "hardcore singing". it gets pretty intense.

ne ways...im gunna head to bed.

oh wait! we have to quickly discuss how fuckin BEAUTIFUL it was outside today. i wish i lived somewhere where it was like this everyday. i sunroofed/open windowed it after work with "boys of summer blaring" :) i luv it.

ok. im out. shake it like a polaroid.

hi

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 00:56:12 GMT

My first entry...

id like to thank robin for making this all possible

haha i luv u